Day-2 Motivation

Motivation has always been a scary word for me, I never knew why but I'm trying to cure myself from this affliction. I'm starting to realize that I actually might need it to get though the goals that I have set for myself, usually I would just wait around for the energy to just magically appear out thin air, but now I starting to think that that's not the way the it works (smh). Now I'm currently trying to reprogram myself so I can start crossing off some my goals on my list. I have quite the few goals and to make matters even more interesting these aren't just your run of the mill, every day goals. These are 3 or 4, possibly 5 years in the making and I'm a person who needs immediate results or I started to lose interest and eventually motivation. Here is where the training comes into play, but in order to "cure" myself I  have to read a book on "How to Get Motivated and Stay Motivated" and idk if I have the "motivation" to finish the book (smh), but I am determined to keep my focus on starting over and achieving all my goals.